Hello! Today will be a little different as i promised i’ll be opening about my life bit by bit and you prolly know i am on the process of being anxiety-free and i am that kind of person who really don’t care when it comes to love.
The first time i come out of my shell in years, i can’t even believe i’m confessing everything here. To make it more detailed i’ll put the dates and the years so that you won’t be confused.
For now let us start with 2014 era, i re-entered the RPW (Roleplaying World) that year and became fond of everything korean (as i am still now today) i started making an account under the name Krystal Na Ulan and eventually became a part of a RPW Group called Fxism (since Krystal is from Fx) i met this Gdragon RP that caught my attention because of rude way talking to people, to girls and mainly everyone.
He’s cool actually i’m not saying that i was into bad boys back then but when you talked to him you’ll notice the shyness. Also i learned that love was forbidden on that world (because that was just an escape world for almost everyone) and since i was so immature back then i entered into the forbidden relationshiop and yes it lasted for months and ended because the boy got his account disabled but that’s not counted right i mean that’s not the real world. So i left the world and worked on my Wattpad Account and started to write stories and i met this real person in the year 2015 where everything started abruptly.
He is the type of guy that is shy yet gentleman (lol what am i doing) if you’re with me since 2015 you’ll see that on my past post i had put a conversation between me and him when the story happened. I’ll put the picture down below so that you know what was the convo like.
Of course the blue one was me.
Moving on to the story we became together exactly January 2, 2016. How uncanny that i still remember every bit of the love story despite of everything but unfortunately things got mixed up broke early February 2016 but that is not the catch guys.
By March 2016 i received a consoling text message from him, so we texted back together (note that this relationship was a Long Distance Relationship) and yes we gathered ourselves and got into the relationship once more. By that time i my last year in college but he’s full support so i need to do my best as he created a good impression too to his colleagues on his school so i did my best. Through ups and downs we have each other and everything so we decided to report everything on each other i am having a nostalgic moment here.
For the more “masakit parts” here is a gallery of how we interacted back then.
Of course a couple will have its downfall too, but in our case we never got back together. December 2016 marks the end of our relationship, due to numerous fights and everything we just kept hurting each other me depressed of my teaching career while him on his work as a supervisor.
We confronted each other just this year to clear things up and recently a friend reached out to him but the answer to my question wasn’t answered. We chose to kept things private, we do loved each other but maybe its time to finally let him go i said to myself when i was contemplating. We agreed to close things up, forget each other.
I once told him that if destiny wants us together then we will be back on each other’s arms soon.
For now i am happy being single, still looking for work and the same time doing vlogs, blog entries, writing and many many more. Its not that i want him back on my life but to think our petty fight that day was just normal, can’t we have a second chance too? But nevertheless i am here conquering what my life should be.
Maybe someday our paths wil cross again together. By the way his name is Kean so i was really awkward when people calls someone with the same name.
Kean is such a nice man, i’m naming him not because i wanted to brag but to tell he’s a wonderful person inside and out.
Alright! Finally! What a blog, i hope you like this entry today because going out of my shell is something extra ordinary.